Dear Mom, Dad, and Nana,
Well, I'm not sure what I am supposed to say to you guys writing this... You all know how much you mean to me and how much I love you all. You guys completely lay down everything about yourselves to take care of and love me and Brenna as much as your hearts can stand. We are both so amazingly blessed to have such a wonderful Mom, Dad, and Nana like we do. I am so thankful too that me and Brenna are lucky enough to have two parents who work to make their marriage last and stay strong like you do. Your love for each other gives me and Brenna such a wonderful example of how marriage and friendship should be. You both also give us examples of hard work, determination, humility, courage, selflessness, and so much more that have strengthened both of us to be who we are today. You both, and Nana, have taught us that no matter what we choose to do or what we want to be, you will love us unconditionally and fully. I have never gone through a day in my life where I didn't absolutely know that I was loved by all three of you. I admire all of you, and hope to grow up and be just as wonderful and precious to my kids as you all are to me. I could write books and books about all of the stuff you have done and do for me everyday, but I think that you all know how much I appreciate you all anyways.
I admire, adore, look up to, respect, and love you all with all of my heart!
Love,
Your Jordo
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So... last night, which should have been awesome, was an epic fail. I was sick all day yesterday being really dizzy and light headed all day. I dunno whats up, but I may go to the doc tomorrow. My parents and Nana think that it's vertigo cause my head rolls around weird when I lay down flat. It's awkward. Haha But any-who, last night was the Justin Moore concert. I don't really know much Justin Moore, but I was excited for the show with my girls. I really enjoyed what I did get to see though. And the opening band was really good too! Well, we got there about 5-5:30 and waited with some really nice people til eight to get it. We sweat like crazy cause it was so hot, but we were so close to the stage that we could have touched Justin if we wanted so it was okay. Well, we get in and some drunk rude obnoxious girls come in and stand right up behind us, wanting to "be our friend" and party with us. After a fight with random strangers over a fan, the girls started spilling beer cause they were so drunk, which made all of us pretty mad. I finally had to call Mom to come get me cause I was nauseous on top of whatever vertigo thing I had going on. After I made my way outside I stood with like 15 guys and girls who had been kicked out and who were drunk and stupid. I really wish Icoulda finished seeing Justin cause I heard his concert was amazing, but I did get to hear all of the songs I knew.
ALSO... night before last, Ryan text me apologizing for breaking up with me and asking for another chance, which I told him I would think about giving him. I hadn't really been hurt by the whole break up just because I never felt like we were more than friends, so I was considering, after him earning my trust of course, dating him again. Well, last night, Whitney texts me and asks me if me and Ryan were anything anymore, and I told her not really. Turns out, he had facebook messaged her to talk to her. That's exactly how things started with me and him- him asking me about my shoulder surgery over facebook and swapping numbers. So, I knew what was going down there. He also tried to talk to Kadie when we were first dating the exact same way, so it seems to me thats his way of meeting girls. I dunno what he wants in a relationship, but I am not going to date anyone who is talking to other girls at the same time as me, period. I don't mean like friends, but like talking with intention of future dating. I deserve way better than that for sure. I text him after I talked to Whitney, cause we had been texting all night, and told him that I was sorry and that I couldn't see myself ever dating him again, and good luck with someone else. I was a little mad at the time, not really because I was hurt, but because any guy would have the nerve to do that to me. It kinda shows his true colors anyways, so I was thankful for that.
Well, I guess that's it. I felt like I hadn't posted in a while, but I actually had just posted yesterday. Talk about some kinda time warp. Haha! But yeah...
What happened to all my other friends who were posting so good for a while? :P
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